Thursday morning~08

Haha, i think when i am writing this blog, there are many of you are sleeping le, at least my roomie did slept le, now is 3am.. i feel very sleepy, but i scare to sleep le.. actually these few days there are many things appear in my mind.. i thinking am i really suitable to study math and econs, coz i feel very tough in make the econs concept clear, i oways mix things up, and with my limited eng level, i really feel difficult to study econs, many words i really don understand the meaning, i have no much time to look thru the dictionary, i will guess the meaning of it, huh... i thinking if i do take the course in nus i will be more happier coz at least i can study my lovely chemistry~ XD..
But if i go nus study, i wont knw the frenz in ntu le, i wont knw my MAEC gang.. i really feel lucky to knw all of them, we tried walk to hall 4 just to go yi tyng room and go see see yu chai, we tried walk along in the road and lay on the road, we tried drink milo with wasapi, we tried take photo in front of many ppl on the stage we designed, we tried play "train" when the events is goin to end soon, we tried sing happy birthday song on the bridge to canA bus stop, we tried organised a Kidz day gathering.. we just tried so much things and i remember all of them, u are one of the factors tat i will continue study in NTu.
Besides that, i oso knw many others frenz who is caring , like my "daddy" , ming wei, he is just so caring in person, u can let him knw ur problem.. and he really will help to fix it for u, hahaha, and when there is free dinner he will the first one to knw and seperae the news to us, he will find sum reason to go ur room and eat ur food and talk talk with u..
i dunno these few days i really feel a bit mess.. a bit not very good in mood actually~ haha if u noticed, ah seng oways got two side of ppl~ hehehe... why? first. the final is coming soon but my econs still very blur, i really cant make a clear look in econs yet, even i look thru the past year, i dun even knw how to do one of them shit.. hahha not stress.. just i feel first time i feel so unconfident in education, feel like i am study in junior one, everythings is new to me... T_T.. how i walk over when i am n junior one? haiz.. second, my msn these two days dunno wat happen,
i cant online during normal ppl online time.. (9pm to 12am) but only can online after 12am .. i am so so so fan edi.. the msn make me just more fan..

sigh, i dunno la.. now time is getting less and less.. but the things i haven done is goin to be more and more... when i open the handphone then can see a list of quiz there... haiz.. haven go do research on financial crisis, haven done the assignment for prgramming.. meeting like mountain .. tutorial start din do le.. especially the macro.. coz i really dunno how to do it... haha.. i feeling want to drive car with a high speed.. to wash away all my thinking now.. XD
not i dun wan to sleep early.. is really.. when things not done yet.. i really hard to fall in sleep well.. anyway. gambateh la ah seng.. hohoho.. kidz still have ur own way to survive.. hehe.. god bless me~