The bad feeling~08

urh.. just being rejected to be the group leader for CCC.. is that means i dun have the talent to be a group leader le? tats what i really thinking nw, then it means tat i have to reconsideration whether have to run for FOA Group leader, coz the feeling of being rejected from the job u really keen to do is really damn bad.. whatever, then i thk i will prefer to use my time to work rather than join events le.. at least i can see the money in my account will raise after tat three months.. is it? before i read the email, i really thought i can be the group leader, coz they like still finding ppl b group leader , in zhang guang case they still wish zhang guang can b the group leader, then make me think o0ps i can b group leader le, but then after today morning get the rejected email, it make me feel like, i am being rejected since long time ago le, still playing with mei xuan there that i partner with yi tyng dun wan partner her .. Haha.. now i am the one no partner..
feel really not tat good, coz looks like i am being rejected since after the recruiment~~ whatever.. it feel like when senior two tat incident, haha.. just for now, shuk ting and leafy din accompany with me and buy me the "ice lemon tea" anymore le..

ya.. sumtime kids will feel very weak when all the bad things occurs at the almost same period.. how to say? this is the second job tat i looking for being rejected.. first is the SPMS kids science camp.. haha.. then is CCC group leader, what a bad Oct i have.. so many sub com in hand still not very happy coz the things tat i really hope for never come here.. mayb is time to stop for awhile le.. am i rite? ya.. so besides FOA.. i wont join any others event anymore untill second year only consider what i have to do.. ERm.. ya... Ah seng.. good luck ya in ur exam, just dun think any others things.. focus on ur exam.. you are here to study and not others.. your target have to reset.. is score nice in academic first.. only can think other things.. All the best to CCC wish the event can run well~

p/s: i will run FOA GL.. just feel is really hard to get the post.. haiz.. T_T