成绩？

成绩出炉了，
没有想要的成绩，
3.67 还好的成绩，
可是没能达到自己的要求，
失落？对，很失望，
可是，
杨立说的对，
他所认识的AHSEng，
是遇强则强，
我会的，
等等吧，
AhSeng会回来的，
加油。
MAEC一起加油，
宝莲加油~
伟实。。 酱我问谁？
你不在，谁做我私人秘书？

圣诞节= 幸福佳节？

白色圣诞，

总会让人觉得浪漫，

也带有一点点的幸福，

甜甜的空气，

随着日子而随风飘来，

可是，

围绕的却只有幸福的人，

是否，

忘了还有孤独的人，

白色可以很浪漫，

但，

白色也可以很残酷，

也代表着孤独，

人爱凑热闹，

让人high翻天，

可是，

心呢？

会从谷底爬上来吗？

有人说过，

只要能相爱，

天天情人节，

那，

我说，

不能相爱，

天天清明节？

相爱，

白色婚礼，

相恨，

白色葬礼？

算了，

反正依然是白天换天黑，

太阳依然是东边去西边，

万事只要跟着脚步，

慢慢的往终点走着，

因为，

每个人的终点也是每个人的起点，

我们则只允许，

在路途中选择自己的生活形式，

记得，

只要心脏停顿十秒后，

一切只能是别人的回忆，

要留甜的或苦的，

或空白的？

说真的，

我选择空白，

不会让人恨，也不会让人念。

圣诞节，

白色圣诞，

平安夜，

晚安了。

feelings

these few days i am weird, my thinking is very mess, sorry that if i ignore you or treat you very cold, just i dont know how, just give me time. sorry friends, ah seng is moody period, woman is one month a few days, ah seng is a few months but the period is unknown, forgive me if i hurt u in some acting or talking way that hurt u.


i am lost!


seng

Britney - Out From Under

Britney Spears - Out From Under

Breathe you out

Breathe you in

You keep coming back to tell me

You’re the one who could have been

And my eyes see it all so clear

It was long ago and far away but it never disappears

I try to put it in the past

Hold on to myself and don’t look back

I don’t wanna dream about

All the things that never were

And maybe I can live without

When I’m out from under

I don’t wanna feel the pain

What good would it do me now

I’ll get it all figured out

When I’m out from under (from under, from under, from under )

So let me go

Just let me fly away

Let me feel the space between us growing deeper

And much darker every day

Watch me now and I’ll be someone new

My heart will be unbroken

It will open up for everyone but you

Even when I cross the line

It's like a lie I’ve told a thousand times

I don’t wanna dream about

All the things that never were

Maybe I can live without

When I’m out from under

I don’t wanna feel the pain

What good would it do me now

I’ll get it all figured out

When I’m out from under (from under, from under, from under, from under)

And part of me still believes

When you say you’re gonna stick around

And part of me still believes

We can find a way to work it out

But I know that we tried everything we could try

So let's just say goodbye

Forever

I don’t wanna dream about

All the things that never were

And maybe I can live without

When I’m out from under

And I don’t wanna feel the pain

What good would it do me now

I’ll get it all figured out

When I’m out from under

I don’t wanna dream about

All the things that never were

And maybe I can live without

When I’m out from under

And I don’t wanna feel the pain

What good would it do me now

I’ll get it all figured out

When I’m out from under (from under, from under, from under, from under)

I really feel this song is very touch, if you really listen to it and try to understand it's meaning.. you will know why i love it so much.. enjoy it~

“又是”一个人的生活~

不喜欢回房，
因为，
回房后= 独自生活，
不喜欢孤独的夜晚，
不喜欢独自用餐，
不喜欢只对着电脑，
不喜欢没手机铃声的日子，
不喜欢独自入眠，
不喜欢。。
为了生活活着不喜欢的生活，
还能算活着吗？
过渡期吧，
能比别人提早享受“单身上班族”的日子，
可能是种“福”吧。。
可是我。。
我还能有小孩的生活吗？
还亏自称孩子王。。
看来，
要干干傻事了，
再找回以前的AHSENG。。
可是，
几时才能脱离现在的苦闷？
突然，
好想回家。。
我好想驾车。。
以惊人的速度，
把烦恼抛开，
哈哈，
真的很想我的SPEAKER,
用最大的声量把烦恼炸掉。。
怎样都还是一个人啦，
别想了，
好烦。。

Do or not to DO.. no others!

i found out that in this world only two words. Do or Not to Do.
But, in my dictionary still got one words.. (dunno) normally dunno means yes.. just still thinking how to make it occurs.. first.. have to knw what kind of ppl ah seng is.. ah seng dun like to take the lead in thking whr to eat.. whr to shopping.. whr to go.. i rather than just follow what decision u made.. i am ok with it as long as i am free~
ok.. back to my topic.. Do Or Not to dO..
well.. after i came singapore for about four months.. i just went to gym room for once ( just right before sch start ) then, i am thinking, is tat worth? NOT WORTH.. i choose NOT TO DO exercise during my sch time as in really very busy.. NOW I CHOOSE TO DO exercise during my holidays.. well.. everythings start from begining.. i run for 30mins for my first time.. ( hurRArrr~!! ) i will keep it on.. after sch start.. i will try to keep it ! THATS i will do wat i wan to do!!
2nd case..
last time yih keng ask me to do mask with him.. during sch time.. i say paiseh.. dun wan.. I CHOOSE DON DO again.. hahaha.. coz i really feel paiseh to walk out the room with mask on face i care how ppl look at me... XD.. i really dun dare laa.. whatever.. now in holidays. really too bored at room.. besides the comp.. still the comp.. then feel nothing to do.. then do mask le.. WAT.. HOW I WALK OUT TO TOILET FROm MY ROOM!!! oh my gosh.. hahaa.. I CHOOSE TO DO.. no choice.. RUn to toilet and wipe it off..
3rd case..
i .. i choose to stay in ntu for whole holidays.. i needed to work.. becoz i wan to prove one thing.. I CAN SURVIVE WITHOUT FAMILY SUPPORT!! i wan to use my own money to study.. I AM ADULT.. thats my way to train myself.. I DO .. YES i know i do can make it.. AH Seng eye's not only money.. becoz i choose what i have promised myself before i came ntu.. i want to wrap all the bad things that point tat i am those kids just knw how to use money.. SORRY AR.. since i graduated from Senior 3.. i edi STOPPED TAKE MONEY FROM MY MUM!!! Yes , mayb i buy a lot metalistic things camera, labtop , nice shirt, external harddisc.. .. HEY uncle.. aunty.. is my own money.. i knw how hard to earn it and i knw my way to spend it.. I AM BIG BOY!!

ah seng gambateh.. i support u.. XD..
I still the prince of kidS!!!